I’d really like to be a librarian.
I’ve run the library at two of the schools I worked at, but unfortunately, I wasn’t an official librarian. What makes an official librarian, you may ask if you’re bored and have nothing else to read and decided to respond to my semi-coherent assertion?
According to the state of Texas, an official librarian is one who has a master’s degree in library science and holds librarian certification from the state. So you can see the problem for those of us who would like this job but have neither the time, money, or inclination to get the education and documentation we need to actually DO the job.
Except I actually have done the job. Seriously, librarians, I love you, but having worked in a library, I know how to do your job. I know how to automate the library, maintain the database, do inventory, introduce students to many other scholarly databases, create web pages and the like. I know the Dewey Decimal system better than most “official” librarians. I even know the Library of Congress classifications better. And frankly, I’ve read a whole lot more young adult, middle-grade and elementary books than you have, so I know what to recommend to them, based both on their interest and reading levels. Quit directing kids to Roll of Thunder, Hear My Cry. No one reads that anymore. They read The Graveyard Book or Divergent and love them.
Someday I’ll apply to graduate school and do what it takes to actually be a librarian, but I wonder if it’ll be too late by that time. I mean, I’ve read about how libraries everywhere are closing. School libraries are frequently staffed by people like me who aren’t “official” but who aren’t averse to keeping track of the books. Is it really worth it? Is it a dying profession? Plus, librarians really don’t make much more money than teachers, so why should I pursue more education if it doesn’t financially pay off?
You may say, “Because then you can do what you love!” I actually agree. My problem is that it shouldn’t take so much time and money to do what I love when I can realistically do all that right now, without investing any hours or dollars.
Honestly, I’d love to be a librarian, but I think I’d miss working with the students. I get more satisfaction out of seeing students grow and improve than I did about recommending a book to a student that he or she ended up loving. When I moved full-time into the classroom, I was surprised by how much I ended up enjoying it.
But it’s the New Year, and I’m thinking about my goals for the future. What do I want to accomplish? Is this the year I finally take the plunge and try to up my education in some area? Or do I just try and give up Coke Zero again? That resolution hasn’t gone well, for the simple fact that I don’t want to give it up yet. So in one case, I don’t want to start, and in the other case, I don’t want to stop.